Getting to know me

Let’s talk about something that’s as common as it is intimidating: cliché phrases. Yup, we’re diving into the deep end of those "live life to the fullest" and "embrace every day" waters. When you’re faced with something as heavy as a cancer diagnosis, those words can feel like they’re floating in a distant galaxy, far, far away from your reality. I mean, come on, who wouldn’t roll their eyes at the thought of embracing each day when you've just been told you have cancer?

When I was first diagnosed, I went to some pretty dark places, and it was scary. But if I have learnt anything about myself over the last few months it’s that I am strong and resilient. So, I wanted to pull myself out of it and flick the switch of positivity back on.

Sure, cancer barged into my life uninvited, crashing through the door like a particularly unwelcome guest. But amidst all the chaos, I’ve found silver linings. I’ve got so much knowledge about bowel cancer, and cancer in general, I’ve joined the amazing community of fellow survivors and thrivers, I’ve attended support groups such as Maggie’s, and have endless amounts of gratitude for my family and friends.

Oh, and let’s not forget the newfound love affair with my own body - who knew a medical curveball could lead to such self-appreciation?

Okay, so maybe running the Manchester marathon had to take a rain check, but that’s just a minor detour on my adventure through life. Instead, I went to a make-up class with my sisters, I’ve been on a spontaneous holiday to Seville, I’m slowly returning to work, and I’ve visited new places with my friends. I’ve also been on so many walks around the neighbourhood that I’m basically on a first-name basis with every tree I walk past. The best bit is that I’m slowly getting back into running too!

In this new chapter of my life, self-care isn’t just a buzzword - it’s a non-negotiable daily ritual. Need a break? Take it. Craving a run? Lace up those trainers. Fresh air? Mandatory.

I’m not going to pass on those tired old clichés for anyone who is in a similar to position that I was; here’s the real talk: through this journey, you’re uncovering layers of yourself you never knew existed. You’re figuring out who you want by your side, what brings you joy, and where your boundaries lie. And the best part? You’re not just figuring it out - you’re living it.

So, to anyone out there who’s just been handed a diagnosis: buckle up, because you’re about to embark on the wildest, most eye-opening ride of your life. And trust me, you’re going to come out the other side stronger, wiser, and more yourself than ever before.